I don’t know what I feel right now ..anger ? Jealously ? Scared ? He’s going to do a repeat year .hel be secure … I’m really sad I’m gonna miss out on all his new experiences ..I’m terrified . What If college isn’t for me .
I don’t know why because I swore to myself that I wouldn’t get attached and now I feel physically sick right now . I’m so scared of all this unknown and it makes me want to cry .
I don’t know if I can yell any louder I can be so mean when I wanna be I am capable of really anything . I could smash you into pieces
I always say how I don’t need you but it’s always gonna come right back to this please don’t leave me .
What is it with you that makes me act like this .cant you tell that this is all just a contest ,but baby I don’t mean it .
I forgot to say about how beautiful you really are to me your my perfect little punching bag and I need you and I’m sorry .
Baby I’m amazed what I feel for you . Baby I’m amazed where you take me to .
How did I get here turned around there you were didn’t think twice .cos somehow I knew there was more than chemistry I mean I knew you were kinda into me .
Your making me laugh about the silliest stuff . When I’m mad at you ,you come with your ltouch
You will have bad times, but they will always wake you up to the stuff you weren’t paying attention to.
I need someone who understands my need for time and space; someone who knows not to take it so personally when I need to be alone.